That shit reeks havoc on your body!! I never felt so full in my life. None of my clothes fit, I was winded, and more. Post clomid I was very moody. I actually was hit with waves of dispare. It was like one minute I was fine and the next, I was crying that I would never have a baby. Then, I would be fine again. VERY exhausting!!
I have to admit I have begun to wrap my head around IVF. It's a very scary and exciting prospect. Besides the $$, the side effects of the medication scares me the most. The $$ part I have to toss up to God. It's either going to work or not. In the back of my head there is this place that says "That's a lot of money, what if it does not work?" That is a bad place to linger. oi!
So, one more month of Clomid and then if all does not work....IVF. I have cleared my work schedule for September. Just me, my hubby, and a whole lots of medication...plus prayers.
I have decided not to tell anyone about IVF. Well, my best girl, but that's it. I can't have the hens looking over my shoulder. It's a lot of pressure.